What are you doing in these days?

The library is lit up by the suns rays shining through the blinds. As I am looking at this. I realize life passes by like these rays through those blinds. And I am thinking that somewhere along the lines of my life spiritually I could be more on fire for God. Is something holding me back? Or is it simply that the Father just wants to sit with me? Sometimes these questions and more go through my mind on a daily basis. Yes I love God, He loves me and you today and forevermore. But could I, just could I love Him more??? Could I lay something down at His feet and give Him all of me. ALL of me.. WHOOAAAA!!!!! thats tough.. Jesus tells us, "Love the Lord your God with all thy heart, soul, mind, and strength" (Mark 12:30). Your heart - Yeah our hearts will be checked every moment by the King of Kings. The Scriptures declare that Jesus looks at the heart. Your very desires of you are in your heart. Are we (yes me too) desiring God with ALL our heart? ? I am serious.... no more me me me me MEE!!!! quit it. It is not about me or you or anybody. It is about JESUS CHRIST!!! the definition of with all one's heart, according to the free online dictionary, is with great willingness or pleasure, with deepest feeling or devotion. Now do we give God our deepest devotion??? Soul - Yes, the redeeming grace of God through your faith in Jesus Christ saved your soul from eternal damnation in Hell. But there is a deeper meaning to the context used in Mark 12:30. The soul is also known as center of one's personality. Your personality is how you behave, cary yourself, etc. etc. So do we love the Lord with all of our self???? Do you love Him when we fail to stop at that stop sign??? Mind - Oh the mind is very bizzare. Why? Well while writing this blog I have thought about a zillion other things and people. Well maybe not a zillion but many. Our mind jumps to other topics and issues. It's like a movie continuiously going in our mind....NONSTOP!!!!! We were born into sin therefore our natural thought is of sin and sinful nature. So we cannot naturally think of Adonai, Eloheim, Jesus Christ the Messiah, Yeshua, Yahweh. He is NOT a natural thought... But have you ever really sat and thought about Jesus?? I mean really think?? It is tough... that is why we need to renew our mind to the mind of Christ (Colosians). transforming our mind to His makes us ready to sit and think on the majesty of God Himself (Romans 12). Pray that the God of the Universe will become your natural thought. Where one day you are driving down the road in your car and you automatically bust out laughing because He reminds you of that time you gave Him your ALL and He love you just the way He made you.. Amazing... Strength - Oh your body. Love God with your body. When Paul begins to combat sexual immortally he says, "the body was made for the Lord and the Lord for the body." You see the Lord loves your body. DONT CUT IT!!!! It will NOT help the pain... Purity isn't just to abstain from sex before marriage, it is to keep you wholly sanctified into the love of God.. Yes God still loves you if you messed up. But if you really love Him, you would obey Him. Stay healthy in the spirituall and physical. God is good. Once we realized that to be TOTALLY on fire for God we must be on fire our ourselves by purifying our heart, soul, mind, and strength. Have a pure thought life.. God is seeking the pure at heart.... like Mary (the mother of Jesus). She was a virgin, seeking God, she laid down her desires (to marry Joseph) to be used of God. She did not care of she got to keep Joseph or not. She wanted to be used to God as a portal to God's glory, Jesus Christ. Mary said, YES!! to the inconveinence of time to be a portal for God to use. Will we open ourselves to be used by God??? Wholly pure at heart, seeking God as purely and wholly as ever before? time is near, do NOT quench the Holy Spirit from overshadowing you soo that you can be the portal in which Jesus can use to heal, free, deliver, restore, and all.