Heart's Desire/Declaration

O God may my heart be after Your heart of love and compassion. Lord as the oceans crash against the shore, as the flower blooms in the light of Your face, and the trees dance in the delight of Your voice calling out to Your people.

Lord I answer Your call by making this declaration,

"I am Your's solely and only Your's. I am here for Your destiny that Your lined up for me. Lord prepare this heart of mine for the journey. I declare that I am Your vessel and I am hungry for You to the point I will not sleep until I hear from Heaven, the sound of Your voice. I will go where You want me to go."

God of Heaven and earth put a cry of a warrior inside of me to cry out to this nation for repentence. A cry of revival in our individual lives, homes, churches, cities, and our nation.

Be the center of the flame in my life, O King.

For You are the Great Shepherd, guide me into eternal glory.
strengthen, support, correct me when I am wrong.

AMEN!!!!!

Don't be a shadowboxer of Truth. Be a Doer.

I am getting tired of people whom claim to love the Lord yet do nothing to show His love, have no faith through actions, or just simply never passing it on. Christians around our nation have come to the conclusion the best thing we can do before Jesus comes is to lock themselves in church (the building); instead of being the church. A church is the whole body of believers, not a building.


Does it matter to you that my generation is not getting the truth about Jesus Christ inside the church walls?


If you are the one who goes to church and only the church inside the church, you need to wake up. Be the Church outside those four walls. We, as followers of Jesus Christ, are the Church of God (the Body of Christ) everywhere and all the time (a vessel for His glory).


So often we, as Christians, get comfy in our relationship with Christ. Now is the time to persevere after the heart of God. It is time to quit lollygagging around and being of this world, for we are not of this world (John 15:19). Do not conform to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind (Romans 12:2). For after we gave our hearts to the Savior, Jesus Christ, we have come under His Lordship and a son or daughter to the Father God.


But how often do we call Him Lord? How often do we talk to Him during the calm times? It’s amazing that we only go to God during the issues of family, financial, etc. come up, but yet not go to Him in the calmest times. Imagine how your relationship with God will flourish if you come to Him fervently and honestly during your beautiful times in life. You would be stronger during the weakest times.


Or are we Christians not dedicated to God fully totally sold out to His will for us?
Now people, is the time. Oh people just hear me out. This now generation is crying out silently for help and finding none. They seek for “things” and not the One True Lover of our souls. The world is swallowing my generation slowly and if we don’t cry out now for mercy and repent from our wrongness, my generation will die.


But I believe there are a people out there whom seek God and are willing to lay down their lives for the sake of their brothers and sisters in Christ (to be a living sacrifice for God to completely use to transform the world[Romans 12:1-2]). Is that person you? Are you willing to be used by the Holy Spirit to impact the world for His Glory in this dead generation.


The young generation may get hurt by truth, but I (since I am a part of this generation) would rather you tell me the truth than to sugarcoat it and put whip cream on it with a cherry a top. Their relief in porn, sex, drugs, alcohol, and illegal activities will not sooth their pain, it only gets worse. For Satan roams around; seeking after whom he may destroy (1 Peter 5:8). The devil wants to destroy their innocence before they even realize it’s gone. This breaks my heart that 13 year olds are having sex in classrooms. Do you yet see the problem? This generation of hatred and pain are looking for answer and they become Satan’s toys to play with and tempt even further into his pit of Hell. Why you ask? Well, because we have shut our mouths and taught them nothing about protecting their souls. We have simply put them on the street to let Satan devour.


We need to equip them with truth of Jesus Christ. And be a willing vessel to pray and do God’s Word. James 1:21-24 (Amplified Bible) explains, “21So get rid of all uncleanness and the rampant outgrowth of wickedness, and in a humble (gentle, modest) spirit receive and welcome the Word which implanted and rooted [in your hearts] contains the power to save your souls.”
We as believers of Jesus Christ need to equip ourselves in the Word and be rooted and grounded in Christ’s love (Ephesians 3:15-19).


“22But be doers of the Word [obey the message], and not merely listeners to it, betraying yourselves [into deception by reasoning contrary to the Truth].

23For if anyone only listens to the Word without obeying it and being a doer of it, he is like a man who looks carefully at his [own] natural face in a mirror;

24For he thoughtfully observes himself, and then goes off and promptly forgets what he was like.”


It’s time for us to be REAL and HONEST to the ears that will hear the Word of God spoken. To be the example of Jesus Christ (the doer of the Word); here on earth for unbelievers to see the Kingdom demonstrated and come to know Jesus as Lord and Savior. John 3:3 [Amplified Version]: Jesus answered him, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that unless a person is born again (anew, from above), he cannot ever see (know, be acquainted with, and experience) the kingdom of God.


It is time to go after that generation whom have been hurt and are hurting and seek relief, but find none. FOR JESUS is their only HOPE and it’s time for the people of God to stand up and armor up to go prepare the way of the Lord.


Ephesians 6:10-18 (Amplified Bible) declares, “10In conclusion, be strong in the Lord [be empowered through your union with Him]; draw your strength from Him [that strength which His boundless might provides].

11Put on God's whole armor [the armor of a heavy-armed soldier which God supplies], that you may be able successfully to stand up against [all] the strategies and the deceits of the devil.

12For we are not wrestling with flesh and blood [contending only with physical opponents], but against the despotisms, against the powers, against [the master spirits who are] the world rulers of this present darkness, against the spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) sphere.

13Therefore put on God's complete armor, that you may be able to resist and stand your ground on the evil day [of danger], and, having done all [the crisis demands], to stand [firmly in your place].

14Stand therefore [hold your ground], having tightened the belt of truth around your loins and having put on the breastplate of integrity and of moral rectitude and right standing with God,

15And having shod your feet in preparation [to face the enemy with the firm-footed stability, the promptness, and the readiness produced by the good news] of the Gospel of peace.

16Lift up over all the [covering] shield of saving faith, upon which you can quench all the flaming missiles of the wicked [one].

17And take the helmet of salvation and the sword that the Spirit wields, which is the Word of God.

18Pray at all times (on every occasion, in every season) in the Spirit, with all [manner of] prayer and entreaty. To that end keep alert and watch with strong purpose and perseverance, interceding in behalf of all the saints (God's consecrated people).”


Jesus is coming soon, don’t you want your children and grandchildren to see and enter into the Kingdom of God to feel so much love come down from the Almighty’s throne?
It’s time to rise up, dust off the religiosity and enter into the Kingdom of God to demonstrate who He is.


For Jesus is NOT religion, HE IS a relationship.


It is time for the people not to be concerned, but to be in anguish over the lost souls and our nation. Time to cry out to God in repentance, for Him to heal our land; we got to repent and turn from wickedness (2 Chronicles 7:14). PRAY. PRAY.


Press into the power of God and pray. Yes it may seem like nothing is happening now, but in the Lord’s time He will release the prayers of the warriors going after His heart and the hearts and minds of the people whom have never known the Lord will turn toward Jesus, finding hope.
It’s time to quit trying to impact the world through our own flesh and let God impact the world through us with the power of the Holy Spirit.


David Wilkerson spoke out about the church being so comfy and passive,

“Anguish means extreme pain and distress. Deep pain. Deep sorrow. Agony of God’s heart. All true passion comes out of anguish. All true passion for Christ comes out of a baptism of anguish. You’ll search the Scripture, and you’ll find that when God determined to recover a ruined situation, He would share His own anguish, for what God saw happening to His church and to His people. And He would find a praying man and he would take that man and literally baptism him in anguish.” Nehemiah was a man a praying man that did not just have concern but had anguish. He said, “No, I broke down and wept and I mourned and I fasted. Then I began to pray night and day.”


Yes the journey of anguish will be suffering. 1 Peter 5:10 says, “In His kindness God called you to share in His eternal glory by the means of Jesus Christ. SO after you have suffered a little while, He will restore, support, and strengthen you, and He will place you on a firm foundation. “


For the Lord is our Cornerstone; therefore, our foundation is based on Him. He is the One whom holds us up and wraps His mighty arms around us to comfort us in the midst of turmoil. We need to build up that foundation through prayer and supplication to our God and King. Pray earnestly seeking the face of God and going after His heart.

Groundwire.net

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Warriors

They come and go
leaving no trace
but simply a feeling
tells us they're here
they're here
lifting wings
feathers, powerfully beautiful
but wings rough and ridged
after battle
a battle of good versus evil
fight for; good or evil
over our soul
their presence is of peace
also of calmness
white robes with silver
and gold linings
brightlly shining lights
flow from them
heavenly angels.

I am (revised on May 24, 2010)

I am an experimental learner who draws on furniture with sharpies

I wonder if I encountered my guardian angel

I hear the sound of the blind seeing light in the darkness

I see sounds bouncing off invisible molecules shooting into the sky

I want to go on a mission trip to see the intensity of worshipping our King

I am an experimental learner who draws on furniture with sharpies



I pretend I am a director for a GREAT movie

I feel others pains and worries

I touch the Garden of Eden in the moonlit night

I worry that more fall away from the presence of the Holy Anointed One

I cry for the soldiers who are fighting for us

I am an experimental learner who draws on furniture with sharpies



I understand that not everyone will enter into the Kingdom of Heaven

I say I am loved by the Creator of the universe

I dream thousands will receive the power of the Holy Ghost

I try to gain knowledge of this world through the Word

I hope for peaceful nights of sleep in the Arms of Jesus

I am an experimental learner who draws on furniture with sharpies

His Heart - written in Feb. 2009

with His arms outstretched

the winds blow the crisp night air

His whiskers dance in the cool wind blowing from the east

the light of His face shines

Hoping you will see the glory of whom He is

He cries when you take Him forgranted

He mourns for you when you walk away

He weeps when you can’t see who He really is.

He groans when you rather go participate with occultic idols

He shouts when you seek after Him

He dances when you find Him and accept His love

He glows ever brighter when you draw nearer and nearer

He dances and shouts when you burn with passionate love

He kisses you when you go after others and show them Him

He picks you up in His lap and showers His love upon you when to seek His face.

Weldin Lady

The sparkle of fire hits the air around me like fireworks on the Fourth of July. I feel like I am on fire in this scorching heat of working long hours. The labor tears at my skin and wears me down in a welding environment. Welding is the part of me I love most. As I stand there working, I am wearing protective gear: a welding hood, leather gloves, safety glasses, and a good work shirt to protect myself. The gear protects me from the flying sparks and the slag. Many people say welding is messy, and that is why men do it. What these people don’t know is that women welded in the shipyards during World War II. Yes, there is a dirty and dangerous downside of welding, but that does not matter to me. My idea of the upside just might be the downside to others. I know a woman can weld as well as a man any day or millennium. Like my father always said, “You ain’t done any work unless you can show it by getting dirty.” Growing up, I always played outside, getting grass stains on my knees and mud all over my jeans. Playing wasn’t work. When I weld sparks, from putting the rod to the metal, they fly and hit upon me. The sparks are a dirty mess, leaving stains of brownish black on my shirt. Also, when I finish a bead on a project, I must properly get ready for another bead. The way to get ready is beat off the slag from the weld that was caused by the coating on the electrode, or also known as a rod. I then grab my chipping hammer and start hitting the slag off, and behold it reveals a bead, a finished weld. The dust from beating on the slag will carry its way to my pants legs by the way of my gloves. I usually hit my gloves against my pants to get a little dust off them. The dust gets on my gloves when I beat the slag off. My leather gloves used to be beautiful dove white gloves; now they are black from welding. Not all women are scared to get dirty and to wear out what they paid over 50 dollars for. As a lady in a trade with few other women, I get little sympathy. The sparks, if they get hot enough, penetrate through my work shirt, making a little hole. The sparks, when welding overhead, are not the only splatter coming down. Little pieces of hot dripping metal along with these sparks can burn through a typical thick denim jacket, causing small burns on my skin. The burns are battle scars of good welding. Most women are not even afraid of getting hurt on the job. Yet, when I get a leather-sleeved welding jacket to wear, the sparks and molten metal can no longer navigate their way through and burn my forearms. Most men perceptions of women are wrong because women will do a dangerous job. Quote that I am not afraid of getting burned and ruining my tan; even though, I do not have one. As a young woman, I do take a little pride in my hair. I wear a welding hat, which is like a stretchy cloth hat with a bill. The bill is used to put over the ear, when the ear is toward the direction welding. It protects the ears from having sparks go into them. When welding, I stuff my ponytail into the hat to prevent it from catching a spark causing a discomforting fire. Many men in the industry of welding have long hair also. These men take a little pride in their hair as women do and also stuff their hair either into their hat or workshirt. I have even caught on fire from a spark, several months back. I was welding on a vertical T-joint one day. I used the E6010 electrode to weld with, and it was very messy. It splatters sparks everywhere. The sparks fly up and down, and side to side. When I was finished making a bead I put my left hand on my side, and I felt extreme heat going through my gloves. I started thinking, “Boy, it’s hot in here. My upper thigh sure feels a little extra hot.”Then I lifted up my welding hood, and lo and behold, flames were making their way slowly around the bottom of my denim shirt. I dropped the electrode holder out of my left hand. Then I started to beat out the flame. I did, finally, after it scared me. I was a little shaky from then on, but I kept working. The front bottom left of my shirt was gone. Part of my pants turned blackish brown from the small breath-taking fire. Fires may happen while working on a project in a fabrication shop: which is where I would like to work one day. Catching on fire and dealing with it shows that women welders are able to work as men do. As a young woman in welding, I have encountered the problems of staying clean. I love to weld and getting dirty in the process is just part of the job. I got over the part of getting dirty. I love seeing the accomplishment of working with my hands; even though I may have caught on fire in the process. When I seeing something I put together, it makes my heart jump for joy. For me, there is always an upside of welding. Men aren’t the only ones who don’t care about getting dirty. Women in the welding industry is the upside of welding, because we are not afraid of getting a little messy during a job.